Fucking stressed out anniversary.

I swear.
Its our "anniversary"
and doesn't even feel like it.
Hello?? Do I even reister on the radar?
I don't THINK so....
I have done some shit today
that broke my heart
was not fun, and totally sucked...
and am dealing with 4 dying puppies
born last night... that should not
by any means of justification exist
because they're inbred
and when I found out she was prego
I flipped and I'm depressed as fuck
and stupid sad and whatever.
I gotta go.

on a seperate note...
It shoulda been me.